A List

wow....
seriously its hard 2 keep a blog....
all kinds of thgs happend 2 me in one day...
but i cant seem 2 transfer dem in my blog...
i 4get abt it the instant the pc is on....
hahahaha

last week....
i had a lil chat wit a fren of mine....
the topic was dreams and goals....
she asked me wat r my dreams n goals....
.............
*blank*.....
i couldnt think of any!!!
i'm not saying dat i DONT hv goals n dreams....
i juz cnt THINK of any!!!
hahahha
so since then i started thinking....
(took two hours from my daily routine)
y DONT i hv a list of my goals??
but like usual....
my thoughts turned into a warm chicken shit(if u guys dun get it...u r not malay)

right now the list is ACTUALLY existing....
not in a hardcopy or anythg....
but in my thoughts....
so far i only got 5....
the other 101 listed r thgs like....
"wear shoes" "clean glasses" "clean my room" etc.....
the 5s are the BIG ones....
hahahaha....

but anyway....
its just a list....

Cant Get Perfect Anxiety

damn!!!
juz went through my results for semester 2....
damn it!!
no A....
n not even 3.0+....
CGPA lg la!!!

damn it!!!
i dun bliv i didnt get A for eng!!!
i wrote HALF a book in essay section!!!
(figuratively speaking).....
n finance???
management???
obviously the lecturer put me in her black list....
i ws last a few seconds she still put me as absent!!!
for dat i got warning letters....
n my mom jumped 2 conclusion saying dat i skipped de class.....
damn it!!

my GPA n CGPA for semester 2 in IIC sux!!!
semester 3....
watch out!!!
four flat coming ur way!!!
ooooooooooooooosk!!!!!
*all fired up*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!

Failure Taste Bittersweet

on de 10th of april 2007!!!!
i failed my motor jpj test for the 3rd time!!!
for the same freakin reason...
jatoh kat titi!!!....

its funny really...
time practice...
mayb out of 20 tries....
3 kali je jatoh....
maser test...
1 try...
1 fall...
how sad....

ader dis drvg teacher ni said....
"rezeki tak datang kot..."
dalam hati nk aje ckp....
"3 kali dh fail....bukan tak datang tu...rezeki TANAK datang!..."

dat day i found out dat i get panic very easily...
n when i do...
i cnt do anythg right....
hahahahaha
maser naik motor tu...
bukan main confident....
den maser kat atas titi tu....
ttbe kuar muker org2....
smer ckp....
"JATOH!!"
den jatoh.....
hahahaha

well... nvm....
now tgh pk nk amik lg ker tak test jpj motor...
*thinking*

1st stepping stone

dis blog is created by me juz 4 the sake of trying....
i'm de type of guy who keeps watever dat is bothering me inside....
n let the lion out, sumtimes, to the wrong victims....

so dis blog....
is an escape for me.....
anythg dat i wanna say...
i'll post it in here....
i rarely keep track of wats goin on in my life....
apetah lg record it
mayb dis blog is my 1st stepping stone in doin so...

but dis is juz a trial....
lets see how long dis continues....